Dead-Pool3

So as of today, I've moved like 3000-3650 lbs of stuff from the townhouse(that was bought like 10 years ago) into storage to be further sorted and filed away better^^; but this ALL wouldn't happen if the Home Owners Association Malissa wasn't such a racists idiot: she kept badgering on stuff my dad got cleared AND inspected for every time but she kept suing us until his passing. But its over, may chew her out but too numb and tired to drive on that. in other news, its been over a month since my dad died and I can conferm that I've now come to terms and accept it fully:,) Got my positive energy and those jokes and songs I did with him are now

Major thanks to my Uncle for helping out. so on 5/30 we will cremate my dad and then scatter he's ashes, also a quick note: its apparently you can only spread a love ones ashes on a plot they give you or over the ocean anywhere else not designated by law concerning cremated ashes is considered illegal, there maybe a possibility that it will be done by plane(a separate charge) but not to sure. just wanted to let you guys know, thank you

So(after three false starts and four wasted steadfast preparing) My dad has officially passed on at 3:35pm. Thanks to my Uncle on my mom's side, we will be making preparations to honor at lease one of his wishes which was to be cremated(unfortunately we don't own, let alone have space for a lemon tree for the other half of his wish). I've been surprisingly stable and been keeping my cool mom strong but I've already started to feel a space missing(comments that won't be replied to, jokes that have loss the targeted audience, soon it will be expecting him to return when I should know better) but I've not buckled under the sorrow so its a start